| Location | Gloucester |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 16/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 16/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,081 since 10/08/2007 |
| Creator |
hi my name is toni i lost my little girl portia on the 16th of april 2007 she was my first and only
child when me and my partner found out i was preg we were over joyed and not once did i have to
question weither we wanted her or not she was a much wanted baby even tho we we were not trying we
were very happy the first time we see our baby was at our first scan were i found out i was 7weeks 6
days still very early so all we did see was a blob but she was our blub. the second time we got
the see her was at my 12 week scan which i couldnt belive the change she was actually a baby if
you know wat i mean and she was turning and kicking about i still couldnt feel her but could see
on the screen well the thoird time i see her was on my 20 week scan were after weeks of me and
my partner whose name is andre after weeks of making up our mind on weither to find out the sex we
decided we would well the little bugger had her legs crossed so was told if i really wanted to know
i could make another appoinment for two weeks time so of course i did another chance to see my baby
of course i said yea well when we bk we were told it was a girl and i was over the moon her dad was
too but the first thing he said was shes never havibg a boyfriend ? well little did we now she
wouldnt any way she was due on the 19th of april and on the 14th it was my 21st birthday and i
started to get a little niggle in the bottom of my bk and so i phoned the hospital they told me to
stop worrying and to take a bath to relax so i did and went to bed and still had the pain i had
it all night saturday sunday and monday morning it got worse so i phoned the hospital again and
that when my contraction started and still i was told not to worry bcuz she was my first it would
be a long labour so to atay at home so thats wat i did on the fourth phone call i was in full
blown labour and in a lot of pain well my mum phoned the hospital and she was still told if her
waters havent broken then theres not much we can do but my mum said no im bringing her down so when
we got there they started to settle me down and after about 30 mins the midwife finally came in but
then said im sorry but you dont fit our criteria so i was nagry bcuz i was in pain they still
hadent checked my babys heartbeat so i was made to walk 5cm dilated and in full labour to the next
ward were on my arrival they checked her heart beat and it was found to be very low and from this
point on it was all a blur i was rust in for a emergency c section and when i woke i was asking
were my baby was this was were the nurse left the room and my mum eneter she looked destroyed and
she looked and me and said im so sorry babe she didnt make it and i remember saying no i felt her
moving this morning no get my baby and at this point my partner entered the room and i just knew
then that she was telling the truth by his tear soaked face i screamed and houled like a dog and
that was when my brother brought my beatiful baby girl in to the room and i felt my heart explode
she was perfect she had loads of hair and looked just like her daddy in every way possilbe even down
tp the dimple on her chin we named her portia and had her weighed she was 7pnd 8ounz she was wat
the doctor called a fresh stillborn i never got to hear her cry or see wat colour her eyes were she
was my world and i had so many plans for her i miss her with all my heart but am very very glad i
got to hold her and to say goodbye
Im so sorry for your loss and i know how you feel, loosing a child is so earth shattering, please dont give up on life. I hope william and portia are togeather keeping each other warm xxxxxx
hello my baby
hello my baby girl alot of people have left you messages so mummy just thought she would thank all those kind people so thank you to every 1 who was good enough to light a candle or leave a message ? mummy loves you lots jelly tots and longs to hold you again i hope you are playing with the other angel babies nicely and sharing our toys and yourteddy you took with you speak to ya soon baby sleep tight dnt let bed bugs bite love your mummy and daddy
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ANOTHER ANGEL UP ABOVE
HI, I WOULD JUST LYK TO SAY AM SO VERY SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF UR DAUAGHTER .TAKE CARE PORTIA PARENTS.BLESS U PORTIA U R WITH THE SWEET ANGELS UP ABOVE.
so sorry for your loss
It makes me so angry to know that another little baby's life has been lost due to hospitals not doing enough. My daughter lost her little baby on the 18 June he too was stillborn. Alison had gone over 9 days, when she had pains a few days earlier they told her to stay at home and take paracetomal! Can you believe that, with her being overdue they should have told her to come in straight away. unfortunately, the pains faded and a few days later when she complained to the hospital that she had noticed no movement from her baby, she finally went in and the scan had showed that the little fella had sadly passed away. So if she had gone in when the pains first started we all believe he'd be here now. Me and my family understand what you and Andre are going through and the hospitals need to get their act together, as this is happening far to frequently. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Love linda ( Joseph Tyler Simms nanna)
Another angel take too soon
Hiya Baby Portia
God bless you and all the other angel babies. May you rest in eternal peace.
An angel in the book of life wrote down your baby's birth.
Then whispered as she closed the book 'too beautiful for earth.
Sweet dreams Little One xxx
So sorry
I am so sorry for the loss of your little girl and you are in my thoughts and prayers.I know what you are going through even though I am a grandparent.I lost my precious grand-daughter when she was 8 weeks old,Alisha Marie became an Angel on Feb 13th 2006 she was taken by Cot Death (S.I.D ) and I thought my heart had stopped as well as my world.Take each day at a time and I hope you find comfort in this site.God bless you all (((( Hugs )))) xxxx
This is a great site to visit and talk to other mums who are going or have been through what you have.
WWW.ourforeverbabies.com
hello my baby girl
hello my baby girl me and mummy have just created this site for you as we were so proud of you we wanted to tell people of our story and to put your photos on which dady will do as soon as he finds out how to i love you my bambino and always will you were my first born and you will fill my heart with your presence for the rest of my life until we meet again baby girl love you lots jelly tots xxxxxlove daddy
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