| Location | Gloucester |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 16/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 16/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,080 since 10/08/2007 |
| Creator |
hi my name is toni i lost my little girl portia on the 16th of april 2007 she was my first and only
child when me and my partner found out i was preg we were over joyed and not once did i have to
question weither we wanted her or not she was a much wanted baby even tho we we were not trying we
were very happy the first time we see our baby was at our first scan were i found out i was 7weeks 6
days still very early so all we did see was a blob but she was our blub. the second time we got
the see her was at my 12 week scan which i couldnt belive the change she was actually a baby if
you know wat i mean and she was turning and kicking about i still couldnt feel her but could see
on the screen well the thoird time i see her was on my 20 week scan were after weeks of me and
my partner whose name is andre after weeks of making up our mind on weither to find out the sex we
decided we would well the little bugger had her legs crossed so was told if i really wanted to know
i could make another appoinment for two weeks time so of course i did another chance to see my baby
of course i said yea well when we bk we were told it was a girl and i was over the moon her dad was
too but the first thing he said was shes never havibg a boyfriend ? well little did we now she
wouldnt any way she was due on the 19th of april and on the 14th it was my 21st birthday and i
started to get a little niggle in the bottom of my bk and so i phoned the hospital they told me to
stop worrying and to take a bath to relax so i did and went to bed and still had the pain i had
it all night saturday sunday and monday morning it got worse so i phoned the hospital again and
that when my contraction started and still i was told not to worry bcuz she was my first it would
be a long labour so to atay at home so thats wat i did on the fourth phone call i was in full
blown labour and in a lot of pain well my mum phoned the hospital and she was still told if her
waters havent broken then theres not much we can do but my mum said no im bringing her down so when
we got there they started to settle me down and after about 30 mins the midwife finally came in but
then said im sorry but you dont fit our criteria so i was nagry bcuz i was in pain they still
hadent checked my babys heartbeat so i was made to walk 5cm dilated and in full labour to the next
ward were on my arrival they checked her heart beat and it was found to be very low and from this
point on it was all a blur i was rust in for a emergency c section and when i woke i was asking
were my baby was this was were the nurse left the room and my mum eneter she looked destroyed and
she looked and me and said im so sorry babe she didnt make it and i remember saying no i felt her
moving this morning no get my baby and at this point my partner entered the room and i just knew
then that she was telling the truth by his tear soaked face i screamed and houled like a dog and
that was when my brother brought my beatiful baby girl in to the room and i felt my heart explode
she was perfect she had loads of hair and looked just like her daddy in every way possilbe even down
tp the dimple on her chin we named her portia and had her weighed she was 7pnd 8ounz she was wat
the doctor called a fresh stillborn i never got to hear her cry or see wat colour her eyes were she
was my world and i had so many plans for her i miss her with all my heart but am very very glad i
got to hold her and to say goodbye
hello my baby girl im so sorry i havent been able to come on my internet has not been working naughty thing thank you so much for mine and daddys xmas prezzie i love you so much my lil gilr you will always be my first born and always be my lil girl who i love with all my heart and always will be a good girl and go to bed now hunny wrap up warm its been so cold and mummies the 1 who has to take the dogs out hehe and gets very cold love you wiv all my heart my baby girl good night x x x x x x x love mummy and daddy x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
hi there portia. hope u are ok babes. im sure mommy will be back very soon hunni. she is still in scotland sweets, but as soon as she comes back im sure she will light u lots of candles to make up for being away. anyway, make sure u are a good girl, and u play nicely and share things like a good girl. love as always, sam. xxx
Hiya
Hi i wondered why i hadnt spoke 2 u in ages! My mum told me, she reads portias site and said that u had no computer lol. I hope you are OK and doing well. Send me ur addy thru email then i can send u a chrimbo card, take care, much love to you Portia xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi there lil babes. hope ur being good. im sure ya mummy will be back very soon. but she knows u are safe wiv isaacs grandad. play nicely wiv isaac and make sure u wrap up warm and snug, as its getting very cold now. lots of love hunni, sam. xxxxxx
hello my baby mummy promises she will be back soon to light you candles every day and night i hope you have been good and that you have been wrapping up warm bcuz mummy has been full of a cold and thats cuz mummy didnt wrap up warm so make sure you always put your coat and gloves and hat on my baby girl make sure your daddy is okay as he is on his own and that he is being naughty i love you so much my baby girl and miss you every day more and more say hi to isaac for me all my love your mummy x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
hello my baby girl its your mummy i am so sorry i havent been able to lite you a candle mummy will be bk as soon as she can hunny to light you a candle i will iss coming in to talk to you hunny but mummy is at her uncles house and his internet is being cut off and mummy and nanny are here and wont be bk home for another couple days but as you know iam always thinking of you and i have your pic i kiss good morning and good night be a good girl and go to bed on time and wrap up warm hunny cuz mummy has a cold and she doesnt want you tp catch 1 i love you so much my baby girl all my love hugs and kisses love mummy x x x x
Hello princess. Dont worry about mummy not lighting ur candles for you cos she as asked me to do it for her, so i will light candles every morning and night wen i do isaacs and urs, i will do one from mummy too. I know u will be sending down lots and lots of floaty kisses for mummy and nanna, till they come bk. Hope u and isaac are having lots of fun up there in the fluffy clouds. Sweet dreams lil angel, love as always, sam. xx
Hi toni
Glad ur ok hun. its ok bout you putting your mummy on isaacs candles i really dont mind hun. just to let ya know i have bought a few xmas things for portia, theyre only small so please dont shout at mw lol. look forwards to catching up wiv ya. take care. love me. xx
Portia please send ur mommy lots of floaty kisses and let her know she is gonna be ok. Mommy needs to feel you with her at the moment hunni. Lots of love, sam.xxxxx
Hello portia. I have just told isaac to make sure he brings you to his house tonight to watch the lovely fireworks that his daddy had bought. Im sure u will enjoy the lovely colours. Dont worry theres no bangs in these ones, i chose them especially so they wouldnt frighten you or isaac. Lots of love, sam.xxxx
Portia doesn't have any gifts yet. Why not be the first to add one?
Click here to leave Portia a gift
All proceeds from gifts go to the upkeep of GoneTooSoon and help keep this site free.
Create an ever lasting memorial for your loved ones.
Start here »
Using the options below you can add this memorial to your personal garden.
| I am Portia's ... | |
| Add to Garden: | |
| Notifications: | Text Message |
There have been 525 candles lit for Portia.
