| Location | Gloucester |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 16/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 16/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,441 since 10/08/2007 |
| Creator |
hi my name is toni i lost my little girl portia on the 16th of april 2007 she was my first and only child when me and my partner found out i was preg we were over joyed and not once did i have to question weither we wanted her or not she was a much wanted baby even tho we we were not trying we were very happy the first time we see our baby was at our first scan were i found out i was 7weeks 6 days still very early so all we did see was a blob but she was our blub. the second time we got the see her was at my 12 week scan which i couldnt belive the change she was actually a baby if you know wat i mean and she was turning and kicking about i still couldnt feel her but could see on the screen well the thoird time i see her was on my 20 week scan were after weeks of me and my partner whose name is andre after weeks of making up our mind on weither to find out the sex we decided we would well the little bugger had her legs crossed so was told if i really wanted to know i could make another appoinment for two weeks time so of course i did another chance to see my baby of course i said yea well when we bk we were told it was a girl and i was over the moon her dad was too but the first thing he said was shes never havibg a boyfriend ? well little did we now she wouldnt any way she was due on the 19th of april and on the 14th it was my 21st birthday and i started to get a little niggle in the bottom of my bk and so i phoned the hospital they told me to stop worrying and to take a bath to relax so i did and went to bed and still had the pain i had it all night saturday sunday and monday morning it got worse so i phoned the hospital again and that when my contraction started and still i was told not to worry bcuz she was my first it would be a long labour so to atay at home so thats wat i did on the fourth phone call i was in full blown labour and in a lot of pain well my mum phoned the hospital and she was still told if her waters havent broken then theres not much we can do but my mum said no im bringing her down so when we got there they started to settle me down and after about 30 mins the midwife finally came in but then said im sorry but you dont fit our criteria so i was nagry bcuz i was in pain they still hadent checked my babys heartbeat so i was made to walk 5cm dilated and in full labour to the next ward were on my arrival they checked her heart beat and it was found to be very low and from this point on it was all a blur i was rust in for a emergency c section and when i woke i was asking were my baby was this was were the nurse left the room and my mum eneter she looked destroyed and she looked and me and said im so sorry babe she didnt make it and i remember saying no i felt her moving this morning no get my baby and at this point my partner entered the room and i just knew then that she was telling the truth by his tear soaked face i screamed and houled like a dog and that was when my brother brought my beatiful baby girl in to the room and i felt my heart explode she was perfect she had loads of hair and looked just like her daddy in every way possilbe even down tp the dimple on her chin we named her portia and had her weighed she was 7pnd 8ounz she was wat the doctor called a fresh stillborn i never got to hear her cry or see wat colour her eyes were she was my world and i had so many plans for her i miss her with all my heart but am very very glad i got to hold her and to say goodbye
hi there baby girl. hope ur looking after ur grandma sweetie. send lots of floaty kisses to ur mommy to keep her strong. make sure isaac is being good and enjoy his party in the fluffy clouds tomorrow..love as always princess, sam, ant, amelia and seren. xx
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
hey baby
hello my beautiful angel i am so sorry i havent been on lately hunny but mummy hasent been able to access the site its made me very angry but im sur eu know that mummy loves u very very much and misses u more and more each day u have a gorguoes baby sister now she is 15 months old and is double the trouble haha im sure u sent mummy double the trouble haha bcuz ur not here i love u so much and wonder every day wat u wud look like im sure it sud still be like ur dad love u my angel all my love mummy and ur sister destiny x x x x x
A poem
Like a comet blazing across the evening sky,
Gone too soon.
Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye,
Gone too soon.
Shiny and sparkly and splendidly bright...
Here one day, Gone one night.
Like the loss of sunshine on a cloudy afternoon,
Gone too soon.
Like a castle built on a sandy beach,
Gone too soon.
Like a perfect flower that is just beyond your reach,
Gone too soon.
Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight....
Here one day, Gone one night.
Like a sunset dying with the rising of the moon,
Gone too soon... Gone too soon.
Hi there lil princess. hope u are playing nicely wiv isaac and ur ova angel friends. thankyou for making sure isaac ws ok when his lil sister arrived. lots of love, sam, ant and ur mommy and daddy. xx
hello baby girl
hello my baby girl mummies internet is working again now and will be in as often as she can to light you a candle . i bet your getting excited that in 3 and a half weeks your gonna be a big sister to your lil sister that will be here in 3 and a half weeks ime make sure you look over mummy and daddy on that day mummy will be very nervous and has to have a operration and mummies a whimp hehe. i hope you have been a good girl just bcuz i havent left you a message baby girl dosent mean mummy dosent talk to you i talk to your photo o r just look up to the sky and know your the brightest star in the sky i cnt belive you are 14 months old already your getting such a big girl mummy wishes she coul see you and just see how you look now i bet your walking and saying a few words now mummy and daddy miss you so much baby girl be a good girl today and play nice say hi to isaac from your mummmy love you lots jelly tots xxxxxxlove your very proud mummy x x
Hi Portia. Sorry I havent been on for a while i have been very bust getting ready for Isaacs baby sisters arrival. Hope u r looking over ur mommy and ur lil baby sister and making sure she arrives here safely. Remember hunni mommy loves you soo much and she will never forget you. You are the most special person in her life. Hope u and Isaac are having lots of fun playing with all the other angels and ur being very good. Lots of love hunnie, sam, ant, and mommy. xx
A very touching story which moved me to tears - I am very sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby girl x x x x
Happy 1st Birthday
Just to say happy birthday portia. Me and isaacs daddy are thinking of u and ur mommy today. I hope isaac has been kind to u and u have had a lovely day and a big party wiv all the ova angel babies. I hope u havent had too much cake, or u wont be able to sleep tonight hunni. I know ur mommy misses u soo much lil one, and she misses coming here to say hello to u. Tell isaac to snugle up tight wiv u and his grandad. lots of love, sam and mommy. xxxxx
so sorry
Hi, i hope you dont mind me contacting you, im so sorry for the loss of your little angel. My baby was stillborn at gloucester hospital to, I had a little boy on 2/08/2006, Toby, weighing 4lb 6oz, i was eight months pregnant when they couldnt find his heartbeat, i do know what your going through, all i can say is be strong and look after each other.
Ive since been blessed with another baby boy, corey, born 16/10/07 weighing 5.5lb, he spent a month in intensive care, but is doing well, we take him to see toby at his pretty garden and i love them both the same, they are both special for different reasons.
Please remember there is hope for the future.
love and best wishes
faye xxxx
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